and egen..

and egen.. i thought bout him.. automatically , dats mean i cannot forget him.. walawehh ! sdey larhh ! nape sayew taley lupe awak ? nape ? awak da taruk ubt gune2 pd sayew ke ? ekeke.. but siusly , poor me.. hukhuk... taon dpn , 2011 , da nekad.. na timgal an sumer ney.. but , bley ke sayew ? ( erk.. ekcely , hard to trust myself ark.. wawawawa ~ ) oke larh , later then.. grrr -.- not in da mood.. papai ~

bear ^^,

cute larhh bear ney.. ekeke
thanks awop ! sayew syuke.. hee

rytuw dye p penang ,
then blek uhh dye kasi ini pd sayew..
cm tw je ek syuke bear.. huhu

mmuaxx to bear ! :P

anyway , who is dye ?
* d rasia an.. jeng jeng jeng.. ahakkss ~

" B.B.D "

guess wat B.B.D is ?
B.B.D = betapa bodohnya diriku !

kenapa ? kenapa ? kenapa ?
KENAPA ??!!

* kalo tw dye takan eply msg tuhh ,
yam gatal tgn na send msg uhh pehal ?

how stupid i am..
even i noe he wont eply my msg ,
i stil send gax msg pd dye.. hukhuk

nape larhh na seksa diri sdri ha ?
walawehh ! budushh larhh..

* yew sayem memam budush ! da tw dye takan eply
msg uhh , nape sayew gatal tgn na send msg pd dye gax ?
hailahhh !

kenapa ?
sebab sayew sayangg dye..
kenapa masih sayangg ?
sebab sayew taley lupe dye..

peritnyer sumer ney.. uwaaaa :'(

mOod : frustrated ! =.=

epii maa.. :)

last few nytezz , p uptown nan uncle..
kuar kul 11.30 mlm.. hee
hailahhh !
kat uptown uhh mnyakss mende yam ingin d beli ark..
but , uit lak ta enough..
so sad.. hukhuk
abg lak na cari jeans..
walawehh ! ugi ta bwk uit mnyakss.. hukhuk

btw , sbnar nyer na gtaw sumtin else.. hee :P
waktu kuar nan uncle uhh an ,
kat tgn de henfon..
ta lpas tw.. noe y ?
tgh msg nan dye larhh.. ekeke
( epii larh tuhh.. )
msty r epii , dpt msg nan buah aty an ?
kan kan kan ?
( pashan buah aty larhh pulak.. wawawawa ~ )
kitowang msg til kul 3 pagy lbey cket.. ( cket jerp.. huhuh )

* smbung citer alek atas tady..
lpas p uptown , uncle tane na p ner lak..
abg lak kate na p tgop owg racing.. aiseyman ~
mne larh de race mlm tuhh.. ( tekilan abg gue.. hahah )
then , uncle bwk kitowg p round satu kL..
wow ! best uw.. hee :P
awal pagy round satu bndar kL nan angin sepoi2 bahasew..
wahh ! kalo nan tuuuttt msty syok agy.. wah wah wah ..

after dat , kitowg p mcd kat ampang..
awal pagy mkn burger ?
hailahhh ! gemuk ark ! pipi un da munchetts mnyakkss.. hukhuk
( berat un da nek cket.. erk.. cket jerp.. huhuh )

ek ? okai larh.. i tink dats al for now larhh..
but , for sure , memam epii glerr r dpt msg nan dye..
even................ tuuuttt...

:: SYNTAX ERROR ::
hahahahahahahahaha ~~

and then , at 3 and a half in da monin , we arrived home :)

mOod : epi ark ! :)

wahh ! :)

olla ello :)
peeps , guess wat ?
wahh ! dye call smlm tw ta ?
gmbira nyer ta tekata tw ta ?
( ek ? cmner na tw kalo ta gtaw an ? hehehe.. )

last december of 18 ( erk.. tul ke ayat niw.. ahh bantai r ) ,
at 11:25 p.m. ( ciap nan mase skaly tw.. hee ) ,
nan ta sngaje nyer sayew TERanswer
itu pnyer call maa..
tyme tuhh duk dgr lagu..
( lagu jiwang beb ! leleh pnyer.. wawawawa ~ )
tgah2 na play song len tuhh , hailahh !
de pggilan masyox.. so pe agy , TERanswer lerw jawab nyer.. huhu

at fes , tataw un dye , dgr2 suare tuhh bwu larh cam dye..
guess wat peeps ? i talk to him for about 20 minutes.. :)
even dye call pakai number mem dye pnyer ,
but im stil gretful for dat..
( yela , at least dye call.. kalo ta , lmbat agy..
cam tumgu meaw tumbuh tanduk r.. huhh~! )
but , ta kesah larh.. yam pentim , dye call.. hahah

sayew epii dye call !
wahh ! ta tekata.. :)
but.....
lam mase yam same , sayew jugakk sdey..
( nape sdey baby sygg ? )
* sygg ? uwekkk ! hahah :D
well , sdey r..
cause i had notim to do with him nimore.. :(
cause i tink he's just wasting tyme call me.. :(
cause i noe dye da ta pduli un bout me.. :(
cause i noe im notim to him nimore.. :(
but why he call ?
( lu pikir larh sdri ! hahah :D )

but , siusly , dye da jaoh timgal an sayew..
( erk.. jaoh cmner ? an dye de call.. )
even dye call , but aty dye da jaoh timgal an sayew.. :(

but , pe kesah?
sayew an memam na lupe dye un..
but... but...
&^&*^&&^%&^@T$%$%#@!*(^)@)
~wtf~

mood :. epii+sdey=im DEAD ! .:

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" ini cma dgaan hdup awk,u kna laluiny no matter what happens.. "

" jange amik caro ckit pom.. "

wahh ! tenz ek kawan..
you really understand me larh..
dats why i lyke you..
kitew an teman tapy mesra..
kan kan kan ?

but.. but..
tayah carow cket unn ?
cket unn taley ke ?
hm.. taon dpn memam da tana carow unn..
tapy , tataw ark.. :(
( cannot trust myself larhh.. aiiyakk ~ )

hailahh..
but , pape unn..
insyaallah sayew akan face da probs
with calm..
once egen tenz :)

.................

Okay.
Thats enough.
I've made the decision.

I wont disturb you anymore.
I know you hate me in your life.
Its okay.
I'll go.
Dont worry dear.

Sayew redha kalo awak na cari len.
Sesumguh nyer sayew memam totally crazily into you.
If that gonna make you hepi ,
then i will.
Even sayew sndri yam merana.
Awak jgn esau ek.
Taon depam , 2011 , sayew takan gamgu awak da.
Thats my pomise tw.
And i hope you'll enjoy your life hepily without me.
I hope so.
I do.
Cause i know , kehadiran sayew hnye larhh
mengamgu awak an ?
Dan jugaa that damn girl an ?
Okay. Thats all.

Tata ~

bley ek ?

smlm nges agy..
mncy ! nape taley lupe dye..
nape ?
( sdey ! )

dear God , sayew tana engt dye da..
tlg larhh..
sayew na dye hepi nan HER..
tapy nape sayew asyik gamgu dye ?
sayew taley na tahan tgn sayew dri send msg kat dye..
( hailahhh ! nape larh tgn ney gatal na send msg pd dye ha ? )
even awak ta eply msg sayew , tapy
at least sayew dpt elang an rnduu pd awak..
cause i cant stand it larhh !
( lyza ta kuat larhh wakk ! )

awak..
izin an sayew gamgu awak bwat kaly traker taon ney eh ?
sayew jnjy takan gamgu awak da taon depam..
awak.. bley ek wakk ?
sayew mnx maaf..
sayew memam degil..
( erk.. tade larhh ! mane de degil.. wawawa ~ )

aaaaaaa !!!!!!!! :(

mood : frustrated !! :(

tenz and congrate !

awak..

Timer kaseh kerna awak tela menhancurkan aty saya..
dan
tahniah jugaa kerna awak tela bejaya membwat saya patah aty !

^im sory^

dis is totally for my dearest 'mr. X'..

awak oo awak..
sayew mnx maaf ek bab sayew tpakse pegy..sayew mnx maaf ek bab sayew ta dpt na del pic awak..
( d blog , nset , mp4 and so on )
sayew mnx maaf ek bab sayew ta dpt na pudar kan kaseh sygg sayew pd awak..
sayew mnx maaf ek bab sayew sygg awak..
sayew mnx maaf ek bab sayew taley lupe awak..
forgive me for crazily loving you , honey !
im sory..
so sory..

sayew tw awak msty mara sayew talk bout her ryte ?
im sory egen..
totally sorrrrrrrrryyyyyyyy..

lastly , tenz for evrytim !

aaaaa !!

awak tw ta saye sumgoh oyap NAK bila awak kate na kapel balik ?
awak tw ta perasaan saye time uhh ?
awak faham ta perasaan saye ?
awak ta penah na faham saye kan ?
kan kan kan ?

saye da berape kali kecewa sebab awak..
awak tw ta ?
awak juz men kan saye bila saye timer awak..
awak ta serius pun tentang kita..

awak tw ta pedihh saye bce msg awak ?
" i xkn tgglkn o abaikn adk i a.k.a **** wlo ap pn yg blaku "
( real tanpa edit satu pun keyh )
hahah ! budushh betul larh saye cayee kat awak !
awak tw ta i mate saye jato bace msg awak uhh ?
( cahh adk r.. mncy dgr pkataan uhh ! )
tapi , tade gune un saye gtaw awak..
sebab awak da ta sygg saye..
saye tw..
awak da de dye..
awak sygg dye..
awak ciap admit agy..

awak engt ta dulu ?
awak mara gi-la sayew bex , msg , calim2 ngan abg yusry..
awak kate saye lbey sygg kan dye..
tapi , sayew pujuk awak..
saye tetap kate awak yang first..
tapi , tgop larh skrg !
betapa kejam nyer ! awak ta pujuk saye un..
awak biar kan saye sdey..
awak nampak ta betapa saye sygg awak ?
( nampak ta ha ?! * mara )
awak na sempurna bg awak je kan ?
awak ta penah na pk perasaan owg len kan ?
awak ta jage pun perasaan saye !
awak ta suke saye de abg angkat , tapi awak.........?
ciap same age agy.. tapi , you call dat adk ? hahah !
funny larh you..
* sumpah i saket aty gi-la nan betina you !

you know what ? i'll never forgive what you did to me..
saye takan lupe kan ape awak da bwat pd saye..
dats my pomise !
well.. i keep my pomise k..
( seldom larh.. hee.. but ta sengaje k ! )

sory ek teman2 lyza express filim sikit..
bkn pe , lyza tw , si dye bace ni..

hailahh !
saye tw awak bace !
saye mnta maaf keyh talk bout your damn girl !
you da tade hak na mara i keyh..
oraiit larh...
i think setakat ni larh dulu..
papai blogg ~~

p/s : pergi dengan aty yang merana...

NO !!

kapel?? i hate fuckindamnmuch kapel !
say NO to KAPEL !!
wah wah wah.. nape tetibe ?
bkn syuke ke ?
( ta3 ! sayew ta syuke ! )
walawehh ! yeke ? ( erk.. yew kot ? )

hailahhh !
awak2.. awak tw ta ?
sebab awak , sayew da jadik tawak aty na kapel..
sumer sayew reject.. wawawawa ~
awak tw nape ?
sebab sayew sygg awak ! sob sob sob..
sayew taley lupe an awak..
sayew tataw nape.. even awak layann sayew nan
******************
tapy , sayew still sygg awak..
and , sebab awak jgk , sayew da ta cayee an laky..
definitely.. absolutely.. diligently..
( ek ? ngabey r ! hee.. )
but , siusly , tana kapel da !
im sick of it..
sick of being hurt by a-kind-hearted-boy-lyke-you..
sob sob sob..

kapel makes us weak.. cry.. and DEAD !
once egen i repeat........
say NO to KAPEL yeahh ! :P

spm !!

spm melanda dax taon 94 !
taley na men2 agy..
taley na nan nset agy..
taley na layan fb jerp ( bley jgk laa.. hahah ) ..

hailahhh !
taon dpn manyakss kena stdy maa..
buku un manyakss kena bce maa..


walawehh ! lyza mncy bce buku !
make me fenin ark.. wawawawa ~


opss ! sdikit sexy.. hihi
wah wah wah.. tape an ? ngee ~



wahh ! caper niw ? jeng jeng jeng.. wawawawa ~

*tade larhh.. skadar pic hiasan.. ekeke

wahh ! tebakar.. hahah :D

wah wah wah ! apiii.. larii2.. hahah :D



tady tgh2 excited na bkk laptop..
mama suhh goreng ikan lak..
hape agy.. kena r obey.. kan kan kan ? hee

blew tgh goreng uhh..
da si ikan2 uhh betak masak nyerr..
sayew tggal r mereka japp..
pegy into bedroom.. bertenggek dpn laptop..
then , bkk mukabuku.. hee
lepas uhh , pegy larr balek ikan..

then , pegy into bedroom lak..
well.. syok r layann mukabuku.. smpai lupe an mereka
atas dapo uhh..

suddenly (cheewaahh ! suddenly ? hahah ) ,
mama called up and ask
" baby.. tengop ikey nuhh.. brasap doh niw.. "
hailahhh ! da memam brasap un ! wawawawa ~
cmner ley lupe.. cepat+pantas si baby ney hunnga ke dapo..
wah wah wah !
da jady kaler itam da.. hahah :D
cian mereka ehh.. tuka kaler.. ekeke
si kuali pulak , da menyala ! walawehhh !
( wat should i do ? cepat baby cepat ! how come i forget..
mama msty mara.. uwaaaa ~ )

da tataw na watper , sayew pggil r rescue 911 ( cheewahh ! hahah ) and dtg larhh si rescue uhh..
tlg padam an kbakaran yam melanda.. wawawawa ~
dupdapdupdap dani.. takott mama mara.. hee
lam uma peno nan asap.. mesh2 kbakaran besa da.. huahuahua :P

luckyly.. papa not at home..
kalo tidaa , t ta fasal2 dpt ceramah free2.. ekeke

p/s : pngajran nyerr , tyme menggoreng , jgn men2.. hahah :P

forget and dont.. hee **

FORGET WHO HURT YOU YESTERDAY BUT
DONT FORGET WHO LOVES YOU TENDERLY TODAY



eit ? pic sape lak ney mlekat cney ?
haa.. kalo teman2 na tw , ney larhh pic mantan pacar lyza..
cheewahhh ! pashan jer.. hahah :P

berbalik pd nawaitu ( erk.. nawaitu ke ? ) sbnar post ney **

wahh ! forget eh ?
but wat if i cant ? merana oo merana ! sob sob sob..
hailahhh ! tamau sdey2..
t yam cute makin cute lak.. ekeke ( pashan jer tw ! )
tade larh.. juz kidim.. hee
oke2 i admit.. ta cute un..
but well.. ader larh cket kot ? wawawawa ~

dat one above sayew TERbace kat mello !
wat mello eh ? anybody noe ? huhu..
ekcely mello is a website yam dlunyerr juz a blog..
well.. btmbah maju larh.. lumayan dihh..
follower un amai gilak ! berkat sayew gax uhh.. wawawawa ~
( ek ? lumayan pe lak ney ? aishh.. nonsense jer tw ! )

bak kate mello , kalo putus fius ( putus cinta ) ,
kite got to try forget bout da heartbreaker..
( ek ? heartbreaker ? jeng jeng jeng ! )
malah (chewahh cam wat esei b-arm lak.. ekeke ) ,
kite got and must tmbah knalan blainan jntina..
erk.. jntina len eh ? oke2.. got it..
di smping itu (wahh ! da memam esei da.. hee ) ,
kite try larh find sumone else eh..
hailahhh !
findddd ? sumoneeeeee ? elseeeee ?
( no one can replace him larh ! uwaaaa ~ )
cengeng btoii ! ( wah wah wah ! mngate dri sdri.. :P )
anyway , for me larh an.. no need to find larh..
si dye akan dtg nan sdri..
insyaallah.. kan kan kan ? hee **

p/s : i lyke mello pnyew post yam ney.. hee :)

ek ? nape ?

oiitt2 !
teman2 engt agy ta sama itu abe mat ?
hahah ! name tuhh cm lekat jer.. ekeke

ney ader sum sad story larh..
gud for d ketawa an..
( ek ? ketawa an dri sdri ke ? )
hailahhh !

abe mat !
( betul ke abe mat ? wah wah wah ! )

sayew engt an abe mat ney ( yase an lidah pgil cmtuh.. ekeke ) ta cam yam len..
tp hailahhh !
abe mat pegy jgk tggal an sayew..
ciap kate
" awak dcipta bkn tuk sayew.. "
wah wah wah !
bkn jdoh tuh sumer d tgn Tuhan ke abe mat ?
tapy nape abe mat na pegy jgk ?
abe mat oo abe !
adex ( adex pn adex jela.. huhu ) ta faham larh..
sumbody ! tlg jelas an pd sayew ley ta ?
adehh ~~