and egen..

and egen.. i thought bout him.. automatically , dats mean i cannot forget him.. walawehh ! sdey larhh ! nape sayew taley lupe awak ? nape ? awak da taruk ubt gune2 pd sayew ke ? ekeke.. but siusly , poor me.. hukhuk... taon dpn , 2011 , da nekad.. na timgal an sumer ney.. but , bley ke sayew ? ( erk.. ekcely , hard to trust myself ark.. wawawawa ~ ) oke larh , later then.. grrr -.- not in da mood.. papai ~

bear ^^,

cute larhh bear ney.. ekeke
thanks awop ! sayew syuke.. hee

rytuw dye p penang ,
then blek uhh dye kasi ini pd sayew..
cm tw je ek syuke bear.. huhu

mmuaxx to bear ! :P

anyway , who is dye ?
* d rasia an.. jeng jeng jeng.. ahakkss ~

" B.B.D "

guess wat B.B.D is ?
B.B.D = betapa bodohnya diriku !

kenapa ? kenapa ? kenapa ?
KENAPA ??!!

* kalo tw dye takan eply msg tuhh ,
yam gatal tgn na send msg uhh pehal ?

how stupid i am..
even i noe he wont eply my msg ,
i stil send gax msg pd dye.. hukhuk

nape larhh na seksa diri sdri ha ?
walawehh ! budushh larhh..

* yew sayem memam budush ! da tw dye takan eply
msg uhh , nape sayew gatal tgn na send msg pd dye gax ?
hailahhh !

kenapa ?
sebab sayew sayangg dye..
kenapa masih sayangg ?
sebab sayew taley lupe dye..

peritnyer sumer ney.. uwaaaa :'(

mOod : frustrated ! =.=

epii maa.. :)

last few nytezz , p uptown nan uncle..
kuar kul 11.30 mlm.. hee
hailahhh !
kat uptown uhh mnyakss mende yam ingin d beli ark..
but , uit lak ta enough..
so sad.. hukhuk
abg lak na cari jeans..
walawehh ! ugi ta bwk uit mnyakss.. hukhuk

btw , sbnar nyer na gtaw sumtin else.. hee :P
waktu kuar nan uncle uhh an ,
kat tgn de henfon..
ta lpas tw.. noe y ?
tgh msg nan dye larhh.. ekeke
( epii larh tuhh.. )
msty r epii , dpt msg nan buah aty an ?
kan kan kan ?
( pashan buah aty larhh pulak.. wawawawa ~ )
kitowang msg til kul 3 pagy lbey cket.. ( cket jerp.. huhuh )

* smbung citer alek atas tady..
lpas p uptown , uncle tane na p ner lak..
abg lak kate na p tgop owg racing.. aiseyman ~
mne larh de race mlm tuhh.. ( tekilan abg gue.. hahah )
then , uncle bwk kitowg p round satu kL..
wow ! best uw.. hee :P
awal pagy round satu bndar kL nan angin sepoi2 bahasew..
wahh ! kalo nan tuuuttt msty syok agy.. wah wah wah ..

after dat , kitowg p mcd kat ampang..
awal pagy mkn burger ?
hailahhh ! gemuk ark ! pipi un da munchetts mnyakkss.. hukhuk
( berat un da nek cket.. erk.. cket jerp.. huhuh )

ek ? okai larh.. i tink dats al for now larhh..
but , for sure , memam epii glerr r dpt msg nan dye..
even................ tuuuttt...

:: SYNTAX ERROR ::
hahahahahahahahaha ~~

and then , at 3 and a half in da monin , we arrived home :)

mOod : epi ark ! :)

wahh ! :)

olla ello :)
peeps , guess wat ?
wahh ! dye call smlm tw ta ?
gmbira nyer ta tekata tw ta ?
( ek ? cmner na tw kalo ta gtaw an ? hehehe.. )

last december of 18 ( erk.. tul ke ayat niw.. ahh bantai r ) ,
at 11:25 p.m. ( ciap nan mase skaly tw.. hee ) ,
nan ta sngaje nyer sayew TERanswer
itu pnyer call maa..
tyme tuhh duk dgr lagu..
( lagu jiwang beb ! leleh pnyer.. wawawawa ~ )
tgah2 na play song len tuhh , hailahh !
de pggilan masyox.. so pe agy , TERanswer lerw jawab nyer.. huhu

at fes , tataw un dye , dgr2 suare tuhh bwu larh cam dye..
guess wat peeps ? i talk to him for about 20 minutes.. :)
even dye call pakai number mem dye pnyer ,
but im stil gretful for dat..
( yela , at least dye call.. kalo ta , lmbat agy..
cam tumgu meaw tumbuh tanduk r.. huhh~! )
but , ta kesah larh.. yam pentim , dye call.. hahah

sayew epii dye call !
wahh ! ta tekata.. :)
but.....
lam mase yam same , sayew jugakk sdey..
( nape sdey baby sygg ? )
* sygg ? uwekkk ! hahah :D
well , sdey r..
cause i had notim to do with him nimore.. :(
cause i tink he's just wasting tyme call me.. :(
cause i noe dye da ta pduli un bout me.. :(
cause i noe im notim to him nimore.. :(
but why he call ?
( lu pikir larh sdri ! hahah :D )

but , siusly , dye da jaoh timgal an sayew..
( erk.. jaoh cmner ? an dye de call.. )
even dye call , but aty dye da jaoh timgal an sayew.. :(

but , pe kesah?
sayew an memam na lupe dye un..
but... but...
&^&*^&&^%&^@T$%$%#@!*(^)@)
~wtf~

mood :. epii+sdey=im DEAD ! .:

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" ini cma dgaan hdup awk,u kna laluiny no matter what happens.. "

" jange amik caro ckit pom.. "

wahh ! tenz ek kawan..
you really understand me larh..
dats why i lyke you..
kitew an teman tapy mesra..
kan kan kan ?

but.. but..
tayah carow cket unn ?
cket unn taley ke ?
hm.. taon dpn memam da tana carow unn..
tapy , tataw ark.. :(
( cannot trust myself larhh.. aiiyakk ~ )

hailahh..
but , pape unn..
insyaallah sayew akan face da probs
with calm..
once egen tenz :)

.................

Okay.
Thats enough.
I've made the decision.

I wont disturb you anymore.
I know you hate me in your life.
Its okay.
I'll go.
Dont worry dear.

Sayew redha kalo awak na cari len.
Sesumguh nyer sayew memam totally crazily into you.
If that gonna make you hepi ,
then i will.
Even sayew sndri yam merana.
Awak jgn esau ek.
Taon depam , 2011 , sayew takan gamgu awak da.
Thats my pomise tw.
And i hope you'll enjoy your life hepily without me.
I hope so.
I do.
Cause i know , kehadiran sayew hnye larhh
mengamgu awak an ?
Dan jugaa that damn girl an ?
Okay. Thats all.

Tata ~

bley ek ?

smlm nges agy..
mncy ! nape taley lupe dye..
nape ?
( sdey ! )

dear God , sayew tana engt dye da..
tlg larhh..
sayew na dye hepi nan HER..
tapy nape sayew asyik gamgu dye ?
sayew taley na tahan tgn sayew dri send msg kat dye..
( hailahhh ! nape larh tgn ney gatal na send msg pd dye ha ? )
even awak ta eply msg sayew , tapy
at least sayew dpt elang an rnduu pd awak..
cause i cant stand it larhh !
( lyza ta kuat larhh wakk ! )

awak..
izin an sayew gamgu awak bwat kaly traker taon ney eh ?
sayew jnjy takan gamgu awak da taon depam..
awak.. bley ek wakk ?
sayew mnx maaf..
sayew memam degil..
( erk.. tade larhh ! mane de degil.. wawawa ~ )

aaaaaaa !!!!!!!! :(

mood : frustrated !! :(

tenz and congrate !

awak..

Timer kaseh kerna awak tela menhancurkan aty saya..
dan
tahniah jugaa kerna awak tela bejaya membwat saya patah aty !

^im sory^

dis is totally for my dearest 'mr. X'..

awak oo awak..
sayew mnx maaf ek bab sayew tpakse pegy..sayew mnx maaf ek bab sayew ta dpt na del pic awak..
( d blog , nset , mp4 and so on )
sayew mnx maaf ek bab sayew ta dpt na pudar kan kaseh sygg sayew pd awak..
sayew mnx maaf ek bab sayew sygg awak..
sayew mnx maaf ek bab sayew taley lupe awak..
forgive me for crazily loving you , honey !
im sory..
so sory..

sayew tw awak msty mara sayew talk bout her ryte ?
im sory egen..
totally sorrrrrrrrryyyyyyyy..

lastly , tenz for evrytim !

aaaaa !!

awak tw ta saye sumgoh oyap NAK bila awak kate na kapel balik ?
awak tw ta perasaan saye time uhh ?
awak faham ta perasaan saye ?
awak ta penah na faham saye kan ?
kan kan kan ?

saye da berape kali kecewa sebab awak..
awak tw ta ?
awak juz men kan saye bila saye timer awak..
awak ta serius pun tentang kita..

awak tw ta pedihh saye bce msg awak ?
" i xkn tgglkn o abaikn adk i a.k.a **** wlo ap pn yg blaku "
( real tanpa edit satu pun keyh )
hahah ! budushh betul larh saye cayee kat awak !
awak tw ta i mate saye jato bace msg awak uhh ?
( cahh adk r.. mncy dgr pkataan uhh ! )
tapi , tade gune un saye gtaw awak..
sebab awak da ta sygg saye..
saye tw..
awak da de dye..
awak sygg dye..
awak ciap admit agy..

awak engt ta dulu ?
awak mara gi-la sayew bex , msg , calim2 ngan abg yusry..
awak kate saye lbey sygg kan dye..
tapi , sayew pujuk awak..
saye tetap kate awak yang first..
tapi , tgop larh skrg !
betapa kejam nyer ! awak ta pujuk saye un..
awak biar kan saye sdey..
awak nampak ta betapa saye sygg awak ?
( nampak ta ha ?! * mara )
awak na sempurna bg awak je kan ?
awak ta penah na pk perasaan owg len kan ?
awak ta jage pun perasaan saye !
awak ta suke saye de abg angkat , tapi awak.........?
ciap same age agy.. tapi , you call dat adk ? hahah !
funny larh you..
* sumpah i saket aty gi-la nan betina you !

you know what ? i'll never forgive what you did to me..
saye takan lupe kan ape awak da bwat pd saye..
dats my pomise !
well.. i keep my pomise k..
( seldom larh.. hee.. but ta sengaje k ! )

sory ek teman2 lyza express filim sikit..
bkn pe , lyza tw , si dye bace ni..

hailahh !
saye tw awak bace !
saye mnta maaf keyh talk bout your damn girl !
you da tade hak na mara i keyh..
oraiit larh...
i think setakat ni larh dulu..
papai blogg ~~

p/s : pergi dengan aty yang merana...

NO !!

kapel?? i hate fuckindamnmuch kapel !
say NO to KAPEL !!
wah wah wah.. nape tetibe ?
bkn syuke ke ?
( ta3 ! sayew ta syuke ! )
walawehh ! yeke ? ( erk.. yew kot ? )

hailahhh !
awak2.. awak tw ta ?
sebab awak , sayew da jadik tawak aty na kapel..
sumer sayew reject.. wawawawa ~
awak tw nape ?
sebab sayew sygg awak ! sob sob sob..
sayew taley lupe an awak..
sayew tataw nape.. even awak layann sayew nan
******************
tapy , sayew still sygg awak..
and , sebab awak jgk , sayew da ta cayee an laky..
definitely.. absolutely.. diligently..
( ek ? ngabey r ! hee.. )
but , siusly , tana kapel da !
im sick of it..
sick of being hurt by a-kind-hearted-boy-lyke-you..
sob sob sob..

kapel makes us weak.. cry.. and DEAD !
once egen i repeat........
say NO to KAPEL yeahh ! :P

spm !!

spm melanda dax taon 94 !
taley na men2 agy..
taley na nan nset agy..
taley na layan fb jerp ( bley jgk laa.. hahah ) ..

hailahhh !
taon dpn manyakss kena stdy maa..
buku un manyakss kena bce maa..


walawehh ! lyza mncy bce buku !
make me fenin ark.. wawawawa ~


opss ! sdikit sexy.. hihi
wah wah wah.. tape an ? ngee ~



wahh ! caper niw ? jeng jeng jeng.. wawawawa ~

*tade larhh.. skadar pic hiasan.. ekeke

wahh ! tebakar.. hahah :D

wah wah wah ! apiii.. larii2.. hahah :D



tady tgh2 excited na bkk laptop..
mama suhh goreng ikan lak..
hape agy.. kena r obey.. kan kan kan ? hee

blew tgh goreng uhh..
da si ikan2 uhh betak masak nyerr..
sayew tggal r mereka japp..
pegy into bedroom.. bertenggek dpn laptop..
then , bkk mukabuku.. hee
lepas uhh , pegy larr balek ikan..

then , pegy into bedroom lak..
well.. syok r layann mukabuku.. smpai lupe an mereka
atas dapo uhh..

suddenly (cheewaahh ! suddenly ? hahah ) ,
mama called up and ask
" baby.. tengop ikey nuhh.. brasap doh niw.. "
hailahhh ! da memam brasap un ! wawawawa ~
cmner ley lupe.. cepat+pantas si baby ney hunnga ke dapo..
wah wah wah !
da jady kaler itam da.. hahah :D
cian mereka ehh.. tuka kaler.. ekeke
si kuali pulak , da menyala ! walawehhh !
( wat should i do ? cepat baby cepat ! how come i forget..
mama msty mara.. uwaaaa ~ )

da tataw na watper , sayew pggil r rescue 911 ( cheewahh ! hahah ) and dtg larhh si rescue uhh..
tlg padam an kbakaran yam melanda.. wawawawa ~
dupdapdupdap dani.. takott mama mara.. hee
lam uma peno nan asap.. mesh2 kbakaran besa da.. huahuahua :P

luckyly.. papa not at home..
kalo tidaa , t ta fasal2 dpt ceramah free2.. ekeke

p/s : pngajran nyerr , tyme menggoreng , jgn men2.. hahah :P

forget and dont.. hee **

FORGET WHO HURT YOU YESTERDAY BUT
DONT FORGET WHO LOVES YOU TENDERLY TODAY



eit ? pic sape lak ney mlekat cney ?
haa.. kalo teman2 na tw , ney larhh pic mantan pacar lyza..
cheewahhh ! pashan jer.. hahah :P

berbalik pd nawaitu ( erk.. nawaitu ke ? ) sbnar post ney **

wahh ! forget eh ?
but wat if i cant ? merana oo merana ! sob sob sob..
hailahhh ! tamau sdey2..
t yam cute makin cute lak.. ekeke ( pashan jer tw ! )
tade larh.. juz kidim.. hee
oke2 i admit.. ta cute un..
but well.. ader larh cket kot ? wawawawa ~

dat one above sayew TERbace kat mello !
wat mello eh ? anybody noe ? huhu..
ekcely mello is a website yam dlunyerr juz a blog..
well.. btmbah maju larh.. lumayan dihh..
follower un amai gilak ! berkat sayew gax uhh.. wawawawa ~
( ek ? lumayan pe lak ney ? aishh.. nonsense jer tw ! )

bak kate mello , kalo putus fius ( putus cinta ) ,
kite got to try forget bout da heartbreaker..
( ek ? heartbreaker ? jeng jeng jeng ! )
malah (chewahh cam wat esei b-arm lak.. ekeke ) ,
kite got and must tmbah knalan blainan jntina..
erk.. jntina len eh ? oke2.. got it..
di smping itu (wahh ! da memam esei da.. hee ) ,
kite try larh find sumone else eh..
hailahhh !
findddd ? sumoneeeeee ? elseeeee ?
( no one can replace him larh ! uwaaaa ~ )
cengeng btoii ! ( wah wah wah ! mngate dri sdri.. :P )
anyway , for me larh an.. no need to find larh..
si dye akan dtg nan sdri..
insyaallah.. kan kan kan ? hee **

p/s : i lyke mello pnyew post yam ney.. hee :)

ek ? nape ?

oiitt2 !
teman2 engt agy ta sama itu abe mat ?
hahah ! name tuhh cm lekat jer.. ekeke

ney ader sum sad story larh..
gud for d ketawa an..
( ek ? ketawa an dri sdri ke ? )
hailahhh !

abe mat !
( betul ke abe mat ? wah wah wah ! )

sayew engt an abe mat ney ( yase an lidah pgil cmtuh.. ekeke ) ta cam yam len..
tp hailahhh !
abe mat pegy jgk tggal an sayew..
ciap kate
" awak dcipta bkn tuk sayew.. "
wah wah wah !
bkn jdoh tuh sumer d tgn Tuhan ke abe mat ?
tapy nape abe mat na pegy jgk ?
abe mat oo abe !
adex ( adex pn adex jela.. huhu ) ta faham larh..
sumbody ! tlg jelas an pd sayew ley ta ?
adehh ~~

dis is LEB ! :)

well.. i made dis..
awak tw ta bler2 je
saye tingt awak,
tgn sayew ney twus
jalan an tugas nyer.. hehe :p
awak2..
sayew na gtaw sumtin..

sayew SAYANGG awak !!

antara benci & rnduu :)

awak tw ta skunk sayew da epy TANPA awak? sayew un tataw nape.. mgkin sayew da bley slow2 timer sumer ney kot? i mean timer hape awak bwat pd sayew kot? and try to forget you skunk ney.. sayew mntak maaf, sayew bkn sngje na lupa an awak.. its juz if i kept tinkim of you, edup sayew takan bubah.. maintain upset with broken heart.. i'm juz tryim to mend back the pieces of my heart yam awak tela ancur an.. its juz i hate awak pnyer sikap lerw sygg.. why awak tiba2 kate awak stil sygg sayew and wanna back with me egen? nape awak bwat sayew camni? nape awak kmbaly lam edup sayew di saat2 sayew tela blajr tuk lupa an awak? well, i admit dat i stil leb you and i also rnduu an kaseh sygg awak.. sayew rnduu saat manis kite dlu.. ( cheewahh.. jiwang lak.. hee ) tp sayew eclas larh wak.. awak ase ta hape yam sayew ase? sumpah rnduu. :(
my filim skunk ney da becapo.. antara benci dan rnduu.. erk cam tajuk satu novel lak..

tnde arge un de agy.. hee
well, readim novel not ekcely my obby larh..
juz buang tabiat je ney.. ekeke
da mende dpn mate, bace jela..
tmbah pngetahuan.. wawawawa ~
chewahh.. lari topik dani.. :p

em wak.. sayew juz tana saket agy da wak.. ;(
sayew da seri dkecewa an laky..
dlu Z, and now awak.. ;(
sayew tw awak tade niat na ancur an aty sayew..
mgkin awak de sbb awak sdri..............kot?
sokay larh.. ;( i'll accept dat..
as long as you're epy..............

its RAIN !

tharunyerr bkk blog a fren td..
um tenz ek sygg..
appreciate it larhh..
i try to be strong, but sorry..
i failed..........
pedihh nyer ase ! aaaa ! ;(

dear God, gimme da strength..
to face all of dis..
i'm WEAK dear God..
so WEAK........ ;(

diela cayee ta? i mate lyza ta bnty

jato waktu coret sumer ney..
even da tahan..
BUT
i ta kuat larhh sygg.. ;(
as you said, yupp mgkin kitowg tade jdoh kot?
sbb tuw sumer ney jady an?
but why sumer ney jady? ;(
lyza tana sumer ney jady !

lyza na epy jerp..

nan dye................ ;(
but... but... but...

being foolish ! WTF

budushh3x !!
mncy lah !
awak ta eclas un an ucp an sygg pd sayew?
an3?
bodoh !!
bodoh nyer sayew cayee kat awak !!
bodoh tahap gaban !!


sumpah ihateyou ..... i guess larhh? :(

i'm sorry if YOU trase..
but ketahuilah bahwa sayew agy
saket bndim nan awak.. ;(

keGILAan celcom !

aaaaarrrrrrggggghhhhhhhhh !!!!
keGILAan celcom melanda !
celcom so betak ryney !
dun noe why..
na msg nan dye un susah..
aishh.. rnduu2.. :(
ryney dye p kl..
dye kate p nan bas.. wah wah wah !
slalu dye p nan cedez abi dye..
tp ryney nek bas lak..
tkar slera kot?hee..
tapy an nek bas danger ark..
tgop bas un ase takot..
pe agy na nek.. wawawawa
pape un, um arap2 dye oke2 jerp kat sane..
ntah nape tibew2 ase rnduu..
aiiyakk.. hape na jady wooo..
o_O

sayew syuke awak !

ney citer tentam sumone..
tataw gax nape ley tekuar idea na citer tentam dye..
syok kot ? wawawawa.. takan larh.. huhu

ary tuw, blek skola cm yase r..
jln nan geng2..
sep kacik gitu.. wawawawa ~
kitowg pegy kdai potostet..
kwn yam npk awak luhh..
sayew wat derk je..
yelaa.. watper na amek tw sal strangers an ?

tup2.. esop uhh awak mnx numb sayew..
wah wah wah ! ntah camaner..
ley plak tebagy pd dye ( gedixx jer ! ekeke.. )

sayew syuke awak !
awak bex ngat nan sayew..
tenz for coming into my lyfe..
awak tela beri sinar bwu lam edup sayew..
awak manykss support sayew..

tenz ek awak..
sayangg abe mat !
( ek ? abe mat ner lak ? men redah jer.. ekeke )

miss diela sygg **

dis is for my diela sygg.. :)

i mish you so much larr dear.!

lame ta text ek..

mentang2 larh de TANJONG skunk,

da lupe an lyza ek.. huk3.. :p

even you da churenk nan i..

tapy i ta kesah..

sebab i sygg u cangt.. hehe :p

blew free, text me ek..

will b waitim for you aw..

sygg diela.! mmuaaxx.! :)

special+khas+khusus tuk awak!hee **

hey awak!
tenqiu..
sayew sygg awak..
but sorry, juz as a fren.. :)

i dun noe.. ++

honey, i mish you fuckindamnmuch lah!
siusly lyke crazy.. :(

stil rmember your excuse to clash.. " i juz wanna b alone " .. hahah! if you definitely wanna b alone, then why you 'adjust' me last yew hah? answer me lah! is der anymore excuses? if dat really watz you want an, i'm juz gonna give da freedom to you.. i'll go away from your life.. i'll make sure you are totally alone without me 'dsturb' you.. dun worry honey.. juz b epy..

ryney nan rasminyew sayew,
nekad akan pegy dari edup awak..
pegy jaoh dari edup awak.. mark my word.!
you can count on me..
i hope you wont regret dat..

sesungguhnyer sayew sygg awak separo maty..
tapy, tade guna gak an sayew express sumer ney pada awak?
awak lansun ta argai sayew an?

engt ta dlu sapew yam beria-ia na suh
sayew sygg awak hah? hahah!
i bet you stil rmmber an?
but now, see who want me to forget him?
hahah! once egen you make me LAUGH.!
wow! you are so kind-hearted lah sygg..
awak memam r.! kejam tahap maksimas.!

but, pape un,
i stil leb you..
cant b calculate nimore.. :(
no doubt !

mOod >> :. i_also_dun_noe .:

epy! i guess larrr?

aty ku berbunge riangg.. :))
feel lyke wanna jumping ! haha

kapel? last few days,
sumone ajak kapel nan dye.. ngee~
well dye memam bex..
caring..
4 sure, romance kot?haha~
dye katew dye sayangg sayew.. huhu.. epynyerr..
at least de gop owg yam sayangg kat sayew.. ngee~
timer kaseh ea wak.. sayew un sayangg awak jgk..
tapy, sayew lbey sayangg an persahabatan kitew.. :)



sayew tamau t sbb kapel,
persahabatan kitew ancuss..
sayew mnx maaf ea wak?
plus, amai agy owg yam lbey bex,
lbey chantex,
lbey cediq dari sayew..
and sayew.. still sayangg an fiq.. leb him so muchh lerw der..
awak jgn upset..
sayew ta syuke tgop awak upset..
kitew kawan keyh?:)

eclas to mohd alhaffiz mohd yusoff..
(abang?HAHA!):p

mOod > :.erkk?epyy kot?ngee~:.

kekesalan yang teramat.. :(

dear amalin, betapa menyesal nyerr sayew ta dgr cakap awak dlu..
ternyata betul pe awak cakap..
dye hanya na men2 nan sayew..
dye ta sius unn..

dlu sayew pena tane awak..
"dye tuwh ley cayee dop? "
then awak jawab..
"taley.. tayah r.. "
tapy sayew degil.. sayew tetap cayee dye..
sayew nyesal cangt2 ta dengar awak cakap dlu..
perit nyer.. :'(

seandainyerr mase dpt d undur kmbaly,
sayew takan pena layan dye tuw..
sayew takan pena cayee dye tuw..
sayew takan pena sayang dye tuw..

awak.. awak.. nape awak tipuu sayew wak?
dlu awak kate awak btul2 sius nan sayew..
tapy, mane jnjy awak?
ternyata jnjy awak hanyalah omongan kosom..
dlu awak kate awak takan men2 kan sayew cam Z uhh..
tapy, mane jnjy awak?
awak suh sayew tepati jnjy sayew..
tapy, awak ta tepati jnjy awak pd sayew unn..
dats not fair lah sayangg.. :'(

awak engt ta??

awak.. awak..

awak engt ta dlu..
kita slalu msg?
slalu calim2..
ta pena miss walopun sary..
kan3?

awak engt ta dlu..
kalo tyme gado, msty slh sowg akn
mngalah.. akn pujuk..
kan3?

awak engt ta dlu..
kalo jupe, kita ***** cangt..
slalu men gwau..
awak alwez ***** karenah sayew yang ntah pape..
kita rapat cangt dlu..
kan3?

awak engt ta awak?
awak engt ta sumer tuw?
swiit cangt waktu tuw kan?
sbb tuw kita ney swiitkapel kan?

tapy, tuw dlu..
skunk da len..
awak da ta syuke gwau2 nan sayew..
awak slalu mara2 sayew..
awak sggup perli+maki sayew 4 da sake of that DAMN girl..
(yang kononnyer kawan.. btul ke wak?)
awak layan sayew nan tade pasaan..
awak slalu sius..
da tade *****2..
msg unn pedih2 je..

sayew sdey wak.. sdey cangt2 yang tercangt.. :'(
awak da ta sayangg sayew ke wak?
awak da mncy kan sayew ke wak?
awak da ta syuke sayew ke wak?

nape awak buat sayew cmney wak?
mane jnjy2 manis awak dlu?

awak anggap mudaa je an?
sayew ta sangka awak tega wat sayew cmney..
salah sayew ke wak?
salah sayew ke?
jawab lah wak..
salah sayew ke? :'(



sayew ta sangka wak..
tega nyer awak.. :'(

sesungguhnya bukan ini yang sayew arapkan.. :'(

mOod >> _sdeytahapmaksimas_

its over~~

its over between me and him..
i've remove him from fb..
btul ke pe sayew uat?
hm.. blurr~~

dun wory la..
wont dsturb u nimore..
wont msg u nimore..
des no more lyza in ur lyfe..
tryim to go away from ur lyfe..

hopefully can forget bout him..
chaiyok lyza.! :)



its over ~~

she's new**

she's new.. **
i've got a new fren..
named as diela..

she's hot.. :p


pretty cute..


lurve men gitar kowt? :p

epii go lucky girl..
lurve to b her fren..
lurve to story telim with her..
bler2 tingt sumone uhh, msty msg nan dye..
make me calm gitu..
she gives me support..
syukew kwn nan diela.. :)
kalo msg nan dye, dpt uat sayew lpe an him..
ato mayb sayew da jato aty pd dye?
jeng3.. hak3

well, i'm stret la..
not lesby k.. :p

tapy, ntah npe..
lately, she seems weird..
not lyke usual..
npe yunk? de prob ke? :(
or lyza de uat slh?
if de, sowy then..
ta syukew la you cmney..
cheer up la.. :(

**p/s : sowy kidnap ur pic..
lawa lorhh.. :p
hope our frenship last 4 eva eh..
cyang cama kamOo.! :)

abang.!*

abang! cayang rnduu..
rnduu cangat2..
nape abang wat cayang cmney?
sdeyyy....... :'(




mengapakah perpisahan
terjadi dalam cintaku
ketika ku memerlukan kasihmu
bagaikan dedaun layu
yang gugur kekeringan
dahaga mengharapkan rindumu

senyum tangis sendamu
sentiasa di hatiku
namun kini kau tiada bersama

mOod > :: sdey3.! smpah sdey glerr3.! :'( ::

++kapel?++

kapel blek? em awak eclas ke na kapel blek nan sayew?
nape bley tibe2 bubah? sbb smpaty ato memam eclas?

tdy d skola, de tedengar awak ejas pue len..
btul ke wak? tapy nape?
awak kate awak na sayew sowg je?
sayew sedaa sayew ta scantek dax uhh..
dax uhh memam cute.. ta dnafi an agy..
manyks sayew dengar sal awak..
tapy awak kate awak ta ejas un..
sayew cayee awak.. tapy...........
takan owg uhh tipu? pe motif dye?
awak2.. sayew alwez cayee awak tw..
even amai kate awak macam2, tapy sayew ta kesah..
sebab sayew sayangg awak..
sayew ta kesah owg len kate pe tentam awak..
yam sayew tw, sayew cayee awak cangt2..
sebab sayew tw awak ta tipu sayew an?
but................. i'm blurr larh honey.. :(

mOod > ::.frustrated.! :(.::

last meet~~ :(

tady p jupe kekaseh aty.. em epy nyerr.. :)
dye layan sayew cangat3.. cam dulu2..
rnduu cangat2.. sayangg dye.. :)

i'm trying to pujuk dye...................
tapy dye asyik kate "payoss..." payoss pe ntah..
umm mungkin da ta sayangg kowt?
tapy dye kate sayangg.. hmm.. :(

kalo sayangg, nape tana timer?
kalo sayangg, nape wat camney?
sdeyy.... :'(

sayew sayangg awak cangat2..
sayew rnduu.....
tengs ek sudy jupe tady,
even......... (*_*)

maybe tady last we meet..
i wont kaco edup u nimore..
but thats not my pomise..
coz i...... cant live without u.! :(

mOoD > ::epy+sdey=sakett.!::

~emosi kurang stabil~

" kita da tade papew kan? "
ouh shit.. ur words really hurt me dear..
how could u.. laky mmg r taley an cayee..
i hate u fuckin damn much!


u've broken my heart..
i wont forget u till da end of my tyme!


do u stil rmmber last yew?
when i'm hurt, u're da ONE who ask me not to cry over dat fuckin boy..
u ask me to forget bout him..
so swiit dat tyme.. :(

but today, u're da ONE who broke my heart.!
i hate u!
i hate u fuckin damn much! bullshit.. *sigh


but....
eventhough lidah ini mngatakan bncy..
namun aty tetap sayangg dye..
coz my heart is alwez for him.................and only him.. :(

rnduu srnduu rnduu nyerr.!

mood > ::.MizYouFuckinDamnMuch.::

~~kasihnya kian pudar~~

dari ary ke ary.. i can feel dat his love towards me kian pudar.. eventough he said dat he stil leb me, but i can see dat he's juz not like before.. i noe he da ta sayangkan i.. i noe he da bosan nan i.. well mayb i ta sbek yang dye na kan.. mayb i ta scantek yang dye na kan.. mayb i ta smpurna bg dye..

but, des nobody perfect laa syg..

tears drop egen n egen n egen.. :'(

kmaren p skola as usual..
smpai kat skola tuw..
borak2 nan kawan..
tetibew kawan tego..
" bakpo mato bekop? "
saye juz snyap.. ta kate ape..
kawan sorang lagi pulak tanye..
" by jerit ko? "
saye tataw na cakap pe..
nafikan pun diorang still ta caye.
.
well dats my frenz, know me better.. :)
lpas pada tuw, owang len lak tego..
" bkpo mato by bekop? xckup tdo ko? "
huh.. ta ckup tdo? ta ckup sumer nyerr wak!
hidup saye da ta sempurna.. :(

act, tears drop down dat nite..
even da tahan, tapi air mate tetap jato..
saye ta kuat.. :(
even i've promised to myself not to cry bout him nimore,
but whenever i thought of him,
tears always drop down.. never stop.. :'(

saye tataw pe salah saye smpai awak layan saye macam ni..
saye da banyak kali mnta maaf, tapi awak langsung ta hirau..
awak ta pduli pun tentang saye..
tapi saye tetap sabar,
sebab saye sayangg awak sangat.. :'(
saye ta kesah awak ta layan saye,
saye ta kesah awak asyik mara saye..
sebab saye sayangg awak.. :'(

awak kate awak perlu mase..
saye akan tumgu awak..
hingga akhir hayat saye..
saye jnjy.. :'(
asal awak ta tinggal saye..
saye ta bole pudar kan kasih sayangg
saye pada awak..
i'm speechless.. :(

dear, if you leave me,
then tears will always drop down.. again.. forever.. :'(

please do understand me, honey..
i beg you....... :'(


alone without you... :'(

~::BROKEN HEART::~

Bila cinta kini
Tak lagi bermakna
Yang ku rasa kini
Hanyalah nestapa
Ditinggalkan cinta masa lalu

Dulu kau tawarkan
Manisnya janjimu
Yang ku sambut itu
Dengan segenap hatiku

Hingga engkau pergi
Tinggalkanku

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hinggaku memilih
Cinta yang fana

Perginya dirimu
merobek jantungku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hingga ku terjatuh

Dalam harapan

my life would suck without you...
plzz dun leave me...
uwaaa... :'(

sayangg ke cmtuw?

awak katew awak sayangg sayew..

tapy manew bukti awak sayangg sayew?

dengan mnyeksa prasaan sayew?

itu ker bukti awak?

sayew rnduu awak sangat..

tapy bley awak jawab "rnduu nah" ?

hahah! funny!

cubew awak tnyew kawan2 awak ader ke owang yang

ta rnduu an gewe sdri?

tink logic laa sayangg!

i noe laarr u da ta sayangg i..

sebab tuw u cakap cmtuw an?

tapy sayew sayangg awak..

even awak da ta sayang sayew cm dlu..

sayew akan tunggu awak jadik cm dlu..

sayew jnjy.. :(

demi kaseh sayangg sayew pade awak..

sayew ta kesah..

sebab sayew sayangg awak sangat.. :'(

being insulted.. :'(

what if some people you love

affronted you for the sake of someone else?

would you sincerely forgive them

and forget bout it?

i cant believe that ONE affronted me

in such a many ways. . .

juz and only for the sake of that

damn girl. . .

sooo sad. . .:'(

.:leb me apa ada nya:.~~

to him... ;(

di dalam hatimu
tela aku temukan
arti kebahagian

bersama dirimu
aku merasa berarti

sanggupkah dirimu
untuk bertahan
hingga waktu tak berjalan

mencintaiku
walau bintangku tak terang

cintailah aku sepenuh hati
sesungguhnya aku
tak ingin kau pergi
takkan mampu ku hadapi dunia ini

betapa hidupku takkan pernah sama
bila kau tinggalkan ku
tetaplah disini saling memiliki
selama-lamanya

tiada arti semua bila kau pergi

genggamlah tangganku dan peluklah diriku
saatku jatuh nanti menangis sepi

cintailah aku sepenuh hati
sesungguhnya aku
tak ingin kau pergi

cintailah aku sepenuh hati
tak ingin kau pergi
takkan mampu ku hadapi dunia ini
tiada arti semua bila kau pergi

puase datang lagii..! :))

hepii fasting all.!
kpd rakan2 tuwh..
especially for da girls..
dun pontem2 tw..
ahakss~ :p

....penat..!!

fuhh..

td p tolong papa sapu sampah kat luar uma..

lpas tuwh bakar lak..

penat2.!

tapi tape larhh..

tambah2 pahala..

hee~

esop plak.!

huhu~

akernyerr....

akernyerr....

akernyerr sudah.....

akernyerr sudah d update..... haha

akan d uptade lagii len hari..... hehe

tata... (",)

a word for him.. :))

A special world for you and me

A special bond one cannot see

It wraps us up in its cocoon

And holds us fiercely in its womb.


Its fingers spread like fine spun gold

Gently nestling us to the fold

Like silken thread it holds us fast

Bonds like this are meant to last.


And though at times a thread may break

A new one forms in its wake

To bind us closer and keep us strong

In a special world, where we belong.

a trip to terengganu.. :p

olaa.. :))

da school olidays dtg lagii..

jom jalan....... ngee~

during dis olidays..

on saturday, 5th June..

that is yesterday.. kitowang p gaNu..

best wOoooOOo.. :p

kelab SPBT yang organizeD..

kitowang kne bayar rm30 as da tiket..

smbil2 tggu bas..

kitowang pe agy..

posing r dlu.. hee~

[ comey background pown.. :p ]

betolak kul 7.30 in da monin..

lam bas.. pe agy..

kitowang posing r plak.. :p

huhu..

at last.. we reached at da gaNu..

alhamdulillah.. :))

at there, kitowang p muzium..

well tade pic coz lam tade 'permit'..

huhu..

then, we went to Taman Tamadun Islam..

near da masjid yang dpnuhi ngan kristal yang berkilat.. hee~

kilat masjid tuhh.. comey2.. ngee~


huhu..

sbnr nyer de air tejun kat blakang tuhh..

tp ntah laa.. kamera girl x rety focus kowt.. hee~

skunk kitowang posing2 d meriam..

hehe..

[ sbnar nyerr still d muzium.. but outside larrr..
after that bru kitowang p taman tamadun Islam..
hehe ]

termenung jaoh npk dak tuhh.. :p

at masjid kristal..

we get changed.. :D

next destination >> pantai batu buruk :p

[ lam bas.. ngee~ ]

after a few minutes..

we reached at da

pantai batu buruk..

well.. its place not as 'buruk' as its name laarr..

i wonder why people call it as pantai batu buruk..

4 me.. its juz a beach..

as at da kelantan.. hihi

posing2.. hehe

[ ugi x bwk baju mandy..
kalo x, da syok p berenang..
hehe :p ]

fuhh..!!

syok laa p gaNu ngan kwn2..

dgr2 nex week de plak trip to gaNu..

tp ngan cikgu superman kalo x slh..

na join gaxx!!

hehe..

guys, alryte laa.. thats all 4 now..

my hands needs rest.. hee~

adiOs~